Monday, January 9, 2012 , 4:35 PM
He broke up with you right? After telling you he loved you & calling you names like baby and cutie? Yeah, I know he lavished you in compliments only to put himself down so you would stroke his fakely low ego. Did he tell you that you were beautiful? I bet he promised you a personalized song. Or maybe he'd always mention how he was lying in bed & wished you were there. He dragged "I love you" out of you, didnt he? Yeah, don't deny it. He would talk to you last thing at night & first thing in the morning. He constantly mentioned losing sleep over you, every night, but we both know slept like a rock. He made you love pictures that were just sort of "blah" before. Did you delete those pictures after he broke your heart? Yeah, me too. All of your friends hate him now, don't they? Remember how happy they were for you? They warned you. Just remember, it's okay to cry. And referring to him as "asshole" is perfectly expected. Because, trust me, you'll end up talking about him just as often, if not more, then before. There will be the "one time"s & "I remember"s, and once you think you're over him, watch out. You better keep your eyes closed in the halfways, because I promise you, the next you see him, he'll be all over some other girl. A little part of you will want to warm her, but nobody will blame you for hating her & for blaming her for your pain. Yeah, you'll compare all other guys to him, because aside from the man-whorish, heart-breaker thing, he was perfect. He was everything you wanted. Or maybe you made that up. Maybe, the second he started to show his interest, you made up this perfect guy in your head, and he just happened to be him. Listen, you will find the perfect guy for you, just like everybody says you will, and it will be soon. Okay, so I didn't believe it wither, but I'm starting to. The most important thing though, is don't let him know he hurt you. Don't let him know he could he could have you back in a heartbeat. Don't give him the satisfaction. Make him think you're completely happy. When he decides to wave at you, like nothing ever happened, wave back, sure. But don't smile. Make him think he meant as little to you, as you obviously meant to him.